Spitfire

Heart Played by ~RowanIris on deviantART


Laugh...dream....smile...think...learn...fight...be happy....every day counts!

Somewhere in time

There was a time when I jumped in the fire,
And when I wanted to seek and destroy the thing that should not be.
I tried to follow the call of Ktulu but I was trapped under ice.
I came across my own Sanitarium as I became a harvester of sorrow.
Am I evil? I asked myself once....no,there's just a bad seed in me.
The problem that I had with myself in wasn't a blitzkrieg, it was a long cold war.
I tried to hear the low man's lyrics as I was searching for the eye of the beholder
But in my way I didn't find the phantom lord nor prince charming
I didn't find what I was looking for....
I had to escape creeping death by fighting fire with fire
Because I didn't want to become king nothing or helpless.
Sometimes I had the feeling that The God that failed was in my life,
And that the struggle within made my life blackened.
Through the never I seeked the hero of the day
And where the wild things are I found her
As the small hours faded away and Tuesday was gone,
Slowly we began to speak and realize that it wasn't too late too late.
And the more I see I realize that I'm not a damaged case after all
Nothing else matters except the gratitude I have for the hero of the day,
Who thought me that to live is to die but in the same time that I had to carpe diem baby!
She took attitude and made me turn the page.
There was a new beginning waiting outside the door.
She was the one who helped me find my cure,
And who put fuel into my battery in order to move on.
She also brought the four horsemen in my life, to what I'm gratefull for...
I shall always take my five friends with me wherever I may roam.
I used to think that I was bleeding me,
But now I know that I was just killing time.
She is not a disposable hero nor a dyer's eve
She is the master of the puppets and the Orion in my life,
But for me she will always be the HERO OF THE DAY..
I'm not going to dance the devil's dance
I shall move on just like I'm supposed to.
Sad but true this story is true....
The memory remains but I'm not going to get on the frayed ends of sanity because of this.


thank you hero of the day.....smile for me, please

See through

See Through by ~RowanIris on deviantART

Meet the Dancing Cat

The Dancing Cat by ~RowanIris on deviantART

Welcome home

Where times stands still

Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred

Sleep, my friend, and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says “rage”

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Build my fear of what's out there
Cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?


No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our hell

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium

Just leave me alone

Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
kill is such a friendly word
seems the only way
for reaching out again




Today I feel weird, I haven't slept well....actually I did, but this hasn't happened in a while so I guess it's kinda new:P:P....Anyway there's something that keeps my mind busy and for some reason I feel like listening to Sanitarium again. And no, i'm not PMS-ing:|